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Episode
7
Adventures in Pantyland
Elastic
Smirk
Now,
why a chap noted for his dry bitng wit and penchant for rich
young Oxford boys has me more excited than the man of my dreams
or Aphrodite incarnate I dont know. Oscar Wildes
presence creates a delicious tension inside me. His lunging
awkward manner coupled with his charming British banter has
me smirking so hard it hurts my cheeks. All of them! I suppose
its his embodiment of the perfect remark that has me going.
He
refastens my robe with a delicacy rare to any man I have met
before. His fingers stroking the silk knot with an affection
intended for himself more than me, Im sure.
"Thank
you for that" I bat my eyelashes. The affect obviously
missed. Alas, Im not a boy.
"Please
my dear, it was the ONLY decent thing to do." Oscar smiles
wryly, his hat tips forward, and I melt.
Meanwhile,
Gertrude is acting antsy.
"This
hall is not a dressing room my friends, but rather a salon
of brief acquaintance. And as were through, Toodle-Loo!"
She pushes by me, pinning me for a moment to the wall.
Her
belly presses against mine with an electric pulse and for
a moment we meet. Her brown penetrating eyes tell me of secrets
and soirees we might share.
Im
drawn and repelled by her father/mother-like authority.
"Yes,
well..." I dislodge myself from the space between her
and the wall.
"I
hope to reconnect
soon..if possible" I stutter out
the words. This is Gertrude Stein for godess-sakes. And I
touched her. Why does ones eloquence cease when it is
most called for?
My
attention returns to Pasha, the source for all these historical
encounters. Her skin winks at me with a glistening dryad splash.
Oscar is lighting a cigarette behind her with a grand gesture.
"Pasha,
how can I make sense of all this?" my throat catches
as I speak. Oscars deliberate smoke rings float over
Pashas head, distracting me. I hear Gertrude slam the
front door.
"My
silly girl," Pasha takes my hand, shivers creep up my
arm like racing spiders. "You mustnt TRY to make
sense of things. Instead, succumb to the experience and yourself.
And then you will BECOME."
Her
words hold no meaning now, but her slender fingers moving
down my back, around my waist and belly to the elastic of
my panties has me doing as she says despite myself.
Succumbing.
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